kamis 26/5 (6:56 pm
dear Ii
hari ini genap dua bulan sejak kepergianmu
at times it still feels like a dream
a silent hope that you are still around
somewhere on this earth
it's just that we couldn't meet
dear Ii
i still cry when i remember you
i just can't help the tears from falling
i'm somehow afraid i will forget you
how you looked like
how you talked
how you walked
how you used to be
dear Ii
when i browsed my phone this morning
i cried again when i found some old pictures that included you
the pictures were taken some years back then in 2013
when we were celebrating your husband's b'day
at bandar jakarta alam sutera
dear Ii
do you still remember that day
when your children asked the singer to sing a happy b'day for their father
and you requested 'gereja tua'
dear Ii
i still couldn't listen to some songs
that i used to play on my phone when i visited you during your sickness and recovery
listening to those songs made me feel sad
cause i couldn't play them again for you
dear Ii
two months had passed us by
since you took your very last breath
two months that both felt so long yet so fast
dear Ii
i miss you
i still miss you
and i will always miss you
especially on hard days
dear Ii
will you come to my dream some time
so that i can see you again
even only in dreams
dear Ii
i miss you
you are deeply missed Ii
my beloved Ii
a very loving person
kamis 26/5 (7:09 pm
