sabtu 25/6 (4:25 pm
baru aja kemaren ini gua mendapatkan 'pelajaran' dari cucian yang terlalu lama direndam dan didiamkan hingga akhirnya menguarkan bau yang ga sedap eh hari ini gua harus berhadapan dengan hal itu lagi walau kali ini kejadiannya bukan disengaja ataupun karena kelalaian gua
kemaren sore menjelang malam hujan turun cukup deras dan pagi ini ketika gua menengok ke tempat mencuci baju - gua hampir mau nangis melihat ember besar berisi pakaian kotor dipenuhi air yang merendam baju2 yang sedang menanti giliran dicuci minggu depan
i wasn't in my best condition and i felt both physically and emotionally tired lately karenanya melihat tumpukan baju yang harus segera dicuci agar ga bau - i was nearly having my emotional breakdown
earlier last night i cried myself to sleep and i was talking to Him that i was tired - well perhaps He was also tired of having me told Him how tired i was so that time i didn't have any words of encouragements from the Scripture that used to come flashing to my mind XD
but God has His own ways of comforting - sometimes thru simple little things that i might have taken for granted if i wasn't aware enough to pay some attention
the first thing was when i got back from the market
my older brother drove me there and out of 10 times he drove me anywhere for groceries shopping well it might be 0 times he helped me carrying things i bought inside the house but today when we got back he carried some plastic bags without me even had to ask him to do so
this saturday was supposed a time for me to spend with my 3 friends - celebrating my friend's b'day which was on last may 13 but since my mom's condition ain't well i had to cancel my attendance but i only let the birthday girl knew beforehand as for the other two i told them via whatsapp near our appointed time cause i felt bad having to reschedule again
to my surprise the girls decided to pay me a visit after they had lunch and walked around the mall - i somehow felt touched :'D
so yeah i still feel tired at times but with these God's unexpected little comforts today i think i will manage to hang on a bit longer ^o^
sabtu 25/6 (4:45 pm
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