i was

jumat 11/5 (5:12 pm)

i didn't have much back then but i was happy.. i was happy because i had you, Mami..

losing you was the hardest loss i had to go through.. for such a loving person with tender heart like you, now i know what you might be feeling, Mami, when you lost someone you loved one by one..  you were the only person i loved with all my heart, so unlike you, i might not have to experience this kind of feeling anymore, but even though just for once, sometimes it felt unbearable so i can't imagine if i had to go through this over and over again like you did, Mami..

Mami, my sweet Mami, how are you today? it had been a while since the last time we met in dreams.. if only i knew when i would see you again, i could count down the days..

until then, Mami.. hopefully i shall see you soon..

jumat 11/5 (5:25 pm)