all at once

rabu 19/6 (4:43 pm)

have you ever felt like everything was alright
then all of sudden things started to fall apart?

have you ever felt like you've done all you could
but it was just not enough?

and no matter what you do to make it right again
things are just getting worse?

have you ever felt like you wanted to leave all things behind
and never look back?

sometimes you might feel like
you just can't take it any longer

cause even though you're not hurt physically
inside you're dying little by little

some say the one who loves
has more risks of feeling the pain

does that mean it's better to live your life
by not loving at all?

is it a life worth-living
when you only have a heart of stone?

a heart that cannot feel
or care for others

a heart that can survive the pain
but cannot feel the joy of loving someone

is that the kind of life you want to live?
for you only have one life so better think carefully before making a decision

for even though it's not a final decision
but once you're down that road, it's hard to make a turn

even when you feel the world around you is collapsing
you must try your hardest to keep your inner world stick together

for what's inside oftentimes help you to get back on your feet again
mo matter how devastating your outer world is

my dearest inner-self.. hang on.. until it's all over
and we get to see the sun again

rabu 19/6 (5:08 pm)